hanging on...

sigh
too many chapters need to prepare
sad-nyeh
still need to hold on for 2 days
God please grant be strength and wisdom =)
I don wan to be the norm
I don wan to be the moderate among others
I want to be away from the norm
I want to be better than others
But
Am i capable of doing it..?
Am i think highly of myself..?
Am i aiming too high..?
either way..i don think is good....

Forgiveness

Is there someone in my heart that i refused to forgive?
Even if i refused to admit there is a person,
God knows.
HE knew everything about me.
HE knew everything in my heart.

Lord,
I pray to you.
Help me to forgive people that hurts me before.
Help me to forgive what she did to me.
It has been many years, I should forgive her long time ago.

Lord,
I pray to you.
Forgive me what I have done.
Forgive me that I'm being so bias to him.
Forgive me.
He is still my friend.
I shouldn't be bias against him.

JJ's 7th album



yeay!!!
finally his 7th album is going to release!!!
HOORAY!!!
so excited =)
his top song of this album has released few days ago..
listened dy..damn nice lo...
proud of him =)

AIA 2010 New Year Kick Off

a successful event
a well organised concert
thx to the 2 emcee--Mei Yan & Jentzen
thx to the singers--Z-Chen, Fransica Peter & Manhand
thx to those who attand
thx to the organization team

today

whole day feeling cold
raining the whole day
i love rainy day
rainy day makes me feel emo
enjoying the emo moment
think a lot
reflect a lot

201

Advance Research Methodology....
look simple...
but need to understand and know the implication...
good luck to me...
hope can score >48 out of 50
May God Bless Me

OMGoodness!!!

whats wrong with me today during GM..??
i was only asked to share some reflection from our sketch..
i don even rmb what i talked...==
WTF..??
wat was i talking about...sigh...
i wasnt feeling scared just now..
but i seem don even know what to say...
sigh...
hope they get what i said...
sad nyer...

what can i do..?

i really don want to be the lousiest among u guys..
i know im not smart student
but i put a lot of effort
y my result still not good enuf??
y i cant get the result i aim..?
am i being too strict to myself??
i really dono..
whats wrong with it..?
how am i gonna improve my results..?
God i really need your help..
help me..

December 1

a new month
a new day
a new morning
but with an good old me =)

forget yesterday sadness
forget yesterday unfairness
forget yesterday bad mood
but remember the happy things of everyday =)

不爽

超级不爽
很喜欢她
但她很偏心
okay
或许是我太好胜
我可以输给每个人
就是不想比他差
而且我真的不觉得我的表现会比他差
真的不爽的极点
算了
谁叫权利在她手上
她不喜欢我的表现
我能怎么办?
我就不相信我的Final会考不好
我一定会让她知道我不比他差
她有一天一定会发现
他并不是她想象中的这么棒